Saturday, June 29, 2013

A Walk to Remember


The view is breathtaking.

Across the mountainous horizon, the sun hang lows, illuminating the late afternoon with an orangey hue. A slight breeze plays with my hair and sends me hints of citrus; the once-distant orange groves are getting closer. A long, bumpy stretch of reddish dirt road lies before me, set between fields of fruit on both sides, beautiful in its simplicity. Despite my scenic surroundings, the only thing I can process is the pounding of a heartbeat ringing in my ears as I encourage myself to keep power walking. At the head of our band of six is a small, older Swazi woman in her sixties. On her back is a purse, its handles being used as backpack straps; she carries a jacket in her left hand and a blanket in her right. She seems to be moving at a normal pace, until you see the four Americans scurrying desperately after her, like ducklings following their mother. Another Swazi woman follows our group, desperately trying to hold in her laughter as these white kids gasp for air and stumble in front of her. We’d been walking for what seemed like ages and still had an hour or so to go until we reached our destination: the home of Mona Lisa, the fastest sixty-something-year-old you’ll ever meet (and one of the most joyful El Roi Baby Home caregivers).

For nearly two hours we walked like this, near the point of collapse as Jimmy, Heart for Africa’s president, surprised us in his car and took us the rest of the way to Mona Lisa’s homestead. The trek we’d just experienced, nearly exhausting for Americans, is her daily commute to and from her job at Project Canaan. She gets up at three in the morning in order to make it to El Roi by seven a.m., having to make breakfast for herself and seven grandchildren, all orphaned by HIV/AIDS. Mona Lisa has one of the most fantastic smiles I’ve ever seen, and never complains (except when she told us that we were too slow!). We spent some time talking with her once we arrived, and I was blown away by her happiness in such humble surroundings. She has seen such tragedy in her life, having to bury  five of her own children, and yet she remains so very joyful, hardworking, and strong all for her grandchildren’s sake.

She is the definition of selflessness.

She is a reflection of Christ.

“Do nothing from rivalry or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves. Let each of you look not only to his own interests, but also to the interests of others. Have this mind among yourselves, which is yours in Christ Jesus, who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men. And being found in human form, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross.”
            - Philippians 2:3-8

Though I only got to spend one afternoon with her and few words were exchanged, Mona Lisa taught me what true love is. She loves her grandchildren so much that she gives everything she has—time, strength, energy, money, and food—to ensure that they will survive and thrive. And you know what? She is one of the happiest people I’ve ever met, no doubt because she is doing exactly what the Lord asks of her.

As I reflect on my time spent with such a phenomenal lady and continue on with my summer here in Swaziland, I must ask myself these questions:

(1) Am I living for my own pursuits, or am I living to fulfill the Lord’s pursuits?
(2) What will it look like for me to give Him everything I have all the time?

Thankfully for me, I have two more wonderful examples of Christ-following individuals right here in Swaziland who followed God’s will and gave Him everything. Absolutely everything. Ian and Janine Maxwell, the founders and leaders of Heart for Africa, closed down their incredibly successful business in Canada, moved away from family, and eventually ended up nearly seven thousand miles away from home to start their work on Project Canaan in 2009. Now, four years later, they are seeing just the beginning of God’s amazing plan for this nation, all because of their obedience.

I pray that I can seek Christ’s plan for my life with bravery and faith like Mona Lisa and the Maxwells, but I’m sure my summer internship is a step in His direction.

Thank you to all who have reached out to me with encouragement and prayer; it means a lot and I definitely need it!

With love,
Audrey

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

Surprise! Cold showers are actually, in fact, cold.

I was told it wasn't that bad. 

They said, "If you can get through the first 45 seconds, you'll be fine!"
"It's a mix between refreshing and exhilarating!"
"It's not thaaaaaat bad, just make sure you hurry."

By "they," I mean the African-adventure-advice man I had invented in my head, and by "it" I mean a cold shower.

It most definitely was that bad.

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This morning was the beginning of my "first world problems" here in Swaziland. After a full night's rest at the Lodge, the interns and I got up to start our first full day at Project Canaan. I had tried to shower last night, but the water never got warm and since it was in the 40's outside, I was also a bit chilly already (we have no air conditioning or heat at the Lodge). So, I put off showering until this morning, when I was just sure the hot water would be back and I would have a nice long shower. 

Well, that didn't happen.

I tentatively stepped into the shower, turned the hot water knob all the way on, and immediately a plague of shivers was sent down my spine. I cowered in the corner as I stuck my hand in the stream, waiting for it to get warm. After a minute or so, I was relieved when I felt it get hotter and moved to stand fully under the water.

"Ahhhh!!!"

It hadn't gotten warmer, my hand had just gone numb. And as I jumped back into the corner, my shakes only got worse as I glared at that mean stream of cold water. So, instead of trying again, I shampooed my slightly wet hair, reluctantly rinsed it, and decided that a sponge bath would have to do for today.

After cleaning, dressing, and eating breakfast, I reflected a bit on my morning. My thoughts during the ordeal had been, "How dare I not have cold water! Isn't that like an American right when traveling?" but now, as I looked back at my ordeal and simply had to smile. As awful as it seemed for me to have to undergo a freezing shower, I remembered all I knew about the ordeals the majority of Swazi people have to go through on a daily basis. They don't have to take cold showers because they don't even have showers. They would probably jump for joy if given the use of a shower, regardless the temperature of the water! And here I was thinking I had just been given a taste of Hell via cold water. Ironic.
It was humbling, and it only being the first day, I'm sure I will have countless more "first world problems" to keep me honest during my time here.


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It may have been a small incident, but that cold shower ordeal reminded me of why I wanted to have this internship experience in the first place: as much "change" as we First Worlders want to bring to Africa, it is more often that Africa ends up changing us, and usually for the better. I believe I was led to this trip by God, and that He is teaching, humbling, and blessing me in ways I haven't known before in order for me to accomplish His will for my life.

I hope that in these next weeks I'll be brought out of my comfort zone ("into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is") in order to fulfill a greater purpose, but I'm hoping the cold shower lesson was only a one time thing :)


With love,
-Audrey Wright